How is everyone today?? To be honest, I am a negative, negative Nancy Emily. Bleh. My SAD (Season Affective Disorder) is in full force (being stuck at home jobless makes it A LOT easier to sit in front of my sun lamp!!!) and having no schedule is no good for me. Blech. I have been really productive (workouts, cleaning, job applying, informational interviews, reading) but it is a mental battle and exhausting. Major blah. It doesnt help that most of the country has had record heat for several days. Get.me.out.of.Seattle. Sorry. Had to get that out.
But that is why it is important to identify some good things. So here are three wonderful happy things.
1. 10 miles. I ran ten 10 miles on Sunday in the rain. But it never is so bad once I get going. REMEMBER THIS SELF!!! The whole time I was running I was thinking that I felt out of shape. 10 miles felt HARD. But looking at the times, that is because I was running pretty fast miles. Well kinda. This time last year I set my half-marathon PR of somewhere like 47 mines. I didnt train for it really. It just happened. I think my negative attitude is sucking everything out of me. I didnt get a side stitch like last weeks 10-miler. So that is good!!!! My legs are SORE today weird. They usually arent so sore after running. Go figure. But good times, I like them!
2. Flowers. My mom and dad sent me flowers last week. I LOVE getting flowers. Oh my god. Seriously. SO HAPPY.
3. Clean apt. The funny thing about me and cleaning is that I actually enjoy it once I get going but it is really hard for me to get going! Saturday I dominated my apartment!!! YES. Pretty. Kinda blurry phone pic but trust me. Its clean!!! Except for the shower. For another day!
Im off to cook some dinner. My vision: quinoa, roasted asparagus + broc + kale + squash + zucchini, smoked gouda, topped with two over-easy eggs. Makes me feel French when I eat like that. I enjoy feeling French.
Tell me something that is good in your world that DOES NOT involve the weather.
Hello! I am much more chipper today. Phew. It is sunny out and less windy than the last couple days and the forecast isnt so negative. MAJOR PHEW!!!! I HATE that I let the weather impact my life so much. Seriously. It is so silly, really. Something I need to continue working on. So here is some random happiness!
#1. Recovering legs. Dear legs, why do you hate me? I thought we had a good relationship. No real training 26-30 miles a week. Turns out my 10 miles kicked my butt!!! Funny because I ran a similar 10 miles the week before. In fact, my 10 miles two weeks ago was one second faster (thanks Garmin). Same route. Similar weather. So when Tuesday rolled around (my speed work day) my legs laughed at me. I opted for a seven mile non-watch slooooow run instead. And guess what!!!! I was sore throughout the day but by evening (after some walking errands) they felt a little more normal. So this morning I ran with my usual Wednesday group. And it felt waaaay better. Let me stress, I am feeling no pain. Just heavy and tired. Some something I wouldnt expect from pretty easy miles. I need new shoes. That will help. Here are my miles from today:
I ran the first lake lap with faster people and the second with slower people so hence the positive splits. Felt more normal but LOTS of foam rolling in the next could days. This gal has no insurance so NO INJURIES!!!! < my dad would probably lecture me for the rest of my life.
#2. Pandora. I love Pandora. I listen to NPR during the day a lot but Pandora is so pleasant. I am loving the Bon Iver station. Do it. Youll like it. I also like Black-eyed Peas and Lady Gaga for running and the Beatles, Wicked (yup, the musical), the Postal Service and Brandi Carlile for the rest of life.
#3. Service Dogs. Can we just stop and consider the awesome things dogs can do??? I mean how can a dog be trained to see for a human or sense when someone is going to have a seizure? Today on the Today Show they did a segment on a dog that has been trained to carry a little girls oxygen tank so she can have a more normal life. It is an amazing story and the dog and little girl are SO DANG CUTE!!!! Check it
So tell me: tips for recovering from runs (and life?), favorite pandora stations or any new artists I should know about (I have a lot of alone time in my apartment these days), and what is the coolest thing youve ever heard a dog trained to do?
Ive gotta make some lunch (my vision: corn/wheat tortilla from TJs, lentils (from a can), avocado, olive hummus from TJs (I HATED olives until about last week and now I cant get enough) heated on my George Foreman +++ carrots, jicama, red pepper on the side for some CRUNCH. And then an informational interview!!! WOOOO networking!!!! AND it is NOT raining so Im actually looking forward to going outside.
Hello. Happy Monday to the world. I am establishing an unemployed routine that is quite similar to my previous Im-so-busy-I-cant-function routine with a couple changes. Im still getting up early to work out. For example, today I was at the gym by six. It is hard to get out of bed but I know that is the way I am happiest over all. Maximizing my overall utility, economics anyone? Plus, I am trying really, really hard to give myself things to do (simulate the busy life) so I dont get too down. Plus workouts ALWAYS make me happier. Then I followed up my workout with the library for some cover letter writing and an op-ed for a local professional magazine. But here are the changes. I will probably head home around 3:30 (not 7:30) to do a little job applying from home and do some novel-reading. Oh and Im blogging during the day. Goal = balance.
So some happiness for your Monday!
#1. NEW shoes. I bought new shoes!!! Note to self: I wore them March 24th so replace accordingly from that date. Im thinking my poor leg recovery could be due to old shoes. Easy solution. I tested them on a 10 miler yesterday and ticked a few seconds off my previous Sunday 10-milers. But I FELT better. I FEEL better today too. Ive been running (and fitted for) Asics GT-2170 for a couple of years. I love them. No lost toenails or nasty blisters over here. I have custom-made inserts too. Not sure why anyone would really care : )
#2. Hungry Planet. So one of the things Im going to do while Im unemployed is see some of Seattle. Yup. Three years havent seen much of Seattle. So I went over to the Burke Museum (it is actually ON the University of Washington campus and free for students so I am not sure what my excuse not to check it out earlier was) to see their exhibit Hungry Planet: What the World Eats. Heres a description from the website: Based on the book of the same title by Peter Menzel and Faith D’Aluisio, this exhibit explores food traditions around the world through photographs of ten families at home, at the market, and surrounded by a week’s worth of groceries. Additional content examines a myriad of food issues in the 21st century, from sustainable farming to cultural survival. Whoa. This seems to combine all of my interests of culture, food, and culture + food. And health. I like that too. It was a small (so not overwhelming) exhibit that I highly recommend for anyone in the area.
#3 City views. Im a city girl. Dont get me wrong, nature stuff is really cool but there is something about skyscrapers that takes my breath away. I feel at HOME in cities. I feel SAFE in cities. If Im feeling homesick, all I have to do is find a skyline. My aunt was in Seattle for business again so we had a little adventure yesterday. We went grocery shopping (wooooo for not having to carry groceries home in the rain!) and out to eat. We went to Betty (it is in the Queen Anne neighborhood about half mile away from the Space Needle for anyone visiting Seattle soon) and I had the chicken dish. Now, this is VERY unlike me. I dont enjoy meat much so I rarely think it sounds like the best thing on the menu (aka my only ordering criteria) but chicken spoke to me last night. And it came with KALE (CANT GET ENOUGH). And about a whole clove of roasted garlic. Okay anyway. Good dining experience. Buuuut we checked out the view of Seattle from Kerry Park. And my heart melted.
Happy Thursday! For all you working peeps it is almost the weekend!!! For me, it is just another day of cover letters and job searching. Oh and rain. Lots of rain. But this is about HAPPINESS. Lets go!
#1. 101 posts. This is my 101st post. Thats cool and all Ive got to say about that.
#2. Cherry blossoms. DC isnt the only place for cherry blossoms! The University of Washington campus has a beautiful area covered in them. I havent been to DC to see the cherry blossoms so I cant make any comparisons BUT they sure are pretty. Note: this picture was NOT taken today!! The clouds cleared a bit last week and I went on an adventure so enjoy the sun.
#3. Salmon. I LOVE salmon. So I jumped on a livingsocial deal for salmon from the famous Pike Place Fish Market. Yes. The place where they throw fish. And yes. They do. Perhaps you remember them from the opening of Real World Seattle? Or seen them in employee training materials?? Well they are famous. So I bought some fish! SALMON!! Salmon is my favorite food. Well one of them. BUT specifically when my dad grills salmon. And sushi. Well I bought some and grilled it on my George Foreman. Dad does a better job. And I bought smoked salmon jerky!!! Sounds bizarre and Ive never had any kind of other jerky. But I LOVE IT. It is so flavorful. Im not sure I would have salmon jerky that is processed and mass-produced but this is REALLY fresh and no weird chemical stuff.
Thats all I got! Im going to read Evening is the Whole Day. I have been reading like crazy (and limiting my mindless TV). If you are on goodreads.com (and you should be) find me! Im ekoebnick.
Has anyone seen the DC cherry blossoms?!?!? Are they fabulous or tourist headache?? Have you had salmon jerky??
My intentions are to post a couple things that made me happy since the last time Ive posted. Since this is my first post I will say welcome to my journey to happiness. You will get to know me better as I go, I promise.
My family makes me happy. I am having a hard day. You see, I am living in a certain city in the Pacific Northwest going to school and my family is in a certain northern Midwest city. When ever I come back from being home (I was home for a week for Christmas) I fall into a funk. I dont like the quiet of my apartment or the loneliness of running errands. Ive been here for a year and a half and rarely does a day go by that Im not homesick. I miss my parents, younger sister, cat and dog constantly. We are not the perfect family. We fight, we yell, we push each others buttons but I think it is all because we do love each other. I am very different from my family and that makes it hard. They dont always understand me and I dont always understand them. However, this blog is about the things that make me happy. If I didnt have such a great family I wouldnt be homesick or so lonely for them. My daily phone calls to my mom keep me sane.
Some other things that made me happy today: the SUN, eating oatbran in bed, new running shoes, house hunters international, and clean sheets.
Thats all for now. Classes start again tomorrow and I have a todo list that includes laundry, meal prep, pizza making
Several things made me happy yesterday.
First, snail mail. I received a card from a friend and a Starbucks Card (!!) because she knows Ive had a really rough last couple week. I have had a never ending cold, a degree project (aka thesis) and other classes and it was soooo bad for awhile. She said she was proud of me! It meant so much. Im sure that Starbucks Card will make me happy again when I spend it!
Second, the fact that my mom was willing to proof a degree project (aka thesis for other graduate programs) that is 65 pages of text. Yes. 65 pages. She was on the phone with me telling me to make words plural and add commas. Seriously. So much patience its amazing
Third, I had a really good class. I really like school. Really I do. Especially when I admire my professors and classmates as much as I do. We were goofy tonight (call if end of the quarter lack of focus) and laughed a lot and I think sometimes that what we need.
So on Thursday I submitted my degree project to my adviser. I think it is in final form it better be in final form!!! I still have to present the findings in a panel on Thursday buuuut I wrote it!!! Huuuuzzzah. In my graduate program a Degree Project is like a thesis. I focused my project on childhood obesity in the Latino community in King County. FYI King County is the county that includes Seattle. Basically it is a review of all the policies, programs, and organizations in King County that help prevent childhood obesity. Degree projects (and a thesis Im sure!) are quite the journey. I spent roughly 15-40 hours per week on this baby since February. I shed many a tear, made myself sick with stress, and became extremely unbalanced human being. AND IM DONE!!! So YES this makes me happy, happy, happy!!
So now that Im done with my degree project it turns out I have other classes! HUH!! Luckily I only have a take home exam (due Wednesday), a community engagement recommendations writing assignment (due Monday), and group editing for a Health Impact Assessment for a King County transit project. Doable. Completely doable. PHEW!
Last night my graduate program held a prom aka an end of the year CELEBRATION! It was great to see everyone outside of class! Here I am, no glasses and with make-up! I was exhausted but managed to get a ride (I dont have a car ) home nice and early instead of having to take the bus or calling a taxi. When people offer me rides home I am sooo thankful!!!!This morning I still got up for spinning. I only go to spinning on Saturdays because I am a runner (training for my second marathon starts tomorrow!) but I LOVE a good spinning session! HOT and SWEATY thank you very much!!! I followed spinning with paper writing at Starbucks using this baby:
No cash needed! A-Plus!
And then it happened I got back to my apartment for a nice shower and it turns out the sewer pump isnt working!! NOT GOOD! I live in a studio in the basement of a house. Think flooding bathroom, no shower, alarms (carbon dioxide and sewer overflow) and me running around naked trying to shut the alarms up!! It is slightly hard to make this into a positive experience but heres my best shot. My landlord worked for hours to make the pump functional enough that I dont have to go to a hotel! The sewer backup could have been MUCH WORSE! Really the flooding was minor and I didnt need a shower THAT bad! And it is actually warm out (Seattle has had an awful spring) so I can have the windows open without freezing so the smell of the sewer isnt awful. Currently I have to manually plug in the pump after I use water. So I am really paying attention to the water I use to limit the need for the pump! Gee I use a lot of water! This is a good lesson in the things (water) we take for granted.
The rest of my day consisted of:
Attempting productivity outside. Sun > productivity on stressful days full of poop (rarely can I be so literal with poop references)
And eating outside!! Nicest day of spring so I ate outside! Usually I dont feel like I should eat outside since I live in the basement of the house and I sorta feel like it is the owners space to enjoy. BUT I just so happen to know he is at a concert soooo I ate on the deck. Was lovely.
Today started with my first marathon training run! Im doing the Twin Cities Marathon on October 3rd!!! I did Seattle Rock and Roll almost a year ago and I am so ready to start training again. Ive done some half marathons within the last year but seriously I am so ready for a marathon. So I say now. Well just see how I feel in a couple months. I ran 10 miles in the SUN!! I hate Seattle weather, like a lot. It rarely makes me happy. BUT I do appreciate the runs I do in the sun because they are so rare.
Before my run I found something awesome on TV at 6 am:
How often is something so awesome on at 6 am on a Sunday?? Well, Ill tell you. NEVER! Im not one to follow sports I just have other priorities in my life but I LOVE watching people that are really good at their sport. I played tennis in high schools so I get kinda excited watching tennis. It was a good pre-run pep talk.
Then I spent the rest of the day editing a group assignment (took forever!) and doing some more final assignments. I took a break for an awesome dinner creation:
In the big bowl: broc, quinoa, green beans, mozzarella cheese, nooch, spinach, tomato sauce, Trader Joes meatless meatballs. Hit the spot. And whats that to the upper right? Roasted beets!!! Natures candy. Heres what you do. Slice beets (I dont bother to peal them) and wrap them in a foil packet with a wee bit of olive oil. Roast in oven at 400 for an hour. They are amazing, trust me. Side dishes of vegetables to my main meal of vegetables makes me a happy lady.
Monday manana? Really?
Today was a rough day. I didnt hear back from an internship I interviewed for two weeks ago. I followed up last week and they informed me a decision will be made today. I didnt hear back. Im assuming I didnt get it. Buuut I was so anxious all day. Constantly checking my phone and e-mail. I just hate being in internship limbo! Gah. All the anxiousness made me homesick, frustrated, and lonely. I also have stuff to get done for my classes but I couldnt concentrate. The afternoon ended with me calling it a day and going to the park to get some reading done with some dark chocolate and almond butter. However even that didnt make me feel better and I ended up calling my mom in tears. I cant figure out why I am so upset! It is the end of my second year of graduate school!! I should be happy!! I dont do well with change and as of right now I have no plans after Friday. I need something to look forward to some internship!
Okay so here is the challenge. Three little things that made me happy today:
I wore a cute dress
I ate Kabocha squash for dinner (one of my FAVORITE FOODS)
I had an arm sesh (nice a heavy) and a sweaty post-sunday run workout on the elip at the gym
Oh and tomorrow is a new day
This is a quickie. Lots of group editing to do still and a Degree Project presentation to prep for. Eeeek!
I didn’t get the internship I mentioned in my last post. It’s okay I know now and I can move on. I got a good interview experience so I’m happy for that. I hate when I don’t even get an interview!
My six-mile hill/tempo treadmill run got me out of a 24-hour funk!!! I love that!! Thank gawdAnd no I didn’t resort to the treadmill because of heat (I wish) but it was freezing and raining instead. Seattle: rain and 50 degrees. Major sucko.
And then I got my brows fixed!! Every couple months I invest in a good brow waxing. Sooo worth the $$$. Even though no one except my sister notices when by brows are out of control (they are blondish) I feel so much better and more put together with them tamed.